A case of the Mondays

In this situation I'm my own co-worker

Can you get a bad case of the Mondays working from home? I swear out of all the days of the week, I struggle the most on Mondays. I spent this morning reading. I answered some emails in the afternoon, but it was not until after 2pm that my work ethic really kicked in and I finished off a task I'd been meaning to complete this morning. Leaving this afternoon's tasks to tomorrow afternoon, because I have work tomorrow morning.  This might sound hippie dippy, but I did some anti-anxiety meditation before I was able to get stuck into it. I've been carrying around a lot of stress, anger and pain this year. With the apartment, selling our house and my health issues. I'm finding that I have dark days where I cannot see into the future, I cannot see happy times, only the pain and disappointment and frustration that we are currently dealing with. And the control freak in me hates that so many things are out of my control right now. So I listened to a youtuber who gave me permission to let those issues go. If not for tonight when I'm trying to fall asleep, at least for the moment when I'm trying to get some work done.  I know that years are arbitrary measures of time. But I am so done with 2017. I can't wait for the end of the year and I really do want to start of the new year fresh, with a sold house, an apartment we can move into and my RA under some level of control. It's almost midnight! Good night!